can you rationally plan your usefulness?
When I first started getting spiritual, I watched all these Youtube monk videos telling me 'be the silent witness', 'you are not the doer', 'thou art that', etc etc etc. Intellectually, I got it, but nothing really changed.
The World's Greatest Festival
tips tricks and perspectives for the hermit life
HOW NO FAP AND COLD SHOWERS WILL CHANGE YOUR LIFE!!!!
Melting into discomfort, uniting with whatever life gives you.
The gaze of those you know fixes you in the role you play for them and my friends generally don't expect me to crawl around the floor meowing.
Never asking for help subtly reinforced a sense of separateness from society, narrowing the scope of my love, involvement, and responsibility.
Baby steps into spirituality.
Dealing with loneliness in college.
Shitting myself over some spiders.
Why I lost my shit when my friend told me he cleans his toaster.
*hints blunt* i feel like there's just, like, no point to anything, you know